06th Jul 2010
Tuesday // 9am // 1 year ago

Meet my very cute godchild Courtney. She just turned 1 yesterday :) Your Ninang loves you very much and can’t wait to spoil you more ;)
We celebrated her party last Sunday… well I can’t say everything’s ok because her mom (who is my cousin), Madith, got into a car accident last Feb. 27, 2010 and something happened to her spine.. And now she can’t move her lower torso and her upper torso’s kinda weak as well… So could you imagine when the clowns said “Where’s the mom? We’re waiting for Courtney’s Mom… ohh maybe she’s inside the hosue busy preparing for the party”… My mom, Liana, Rose and I were inside Madith’s room. Well I can’t really blame the clowns if they weren’t briefed by the family of Madith’s husband about the situation we have here (they hired the clowns)… But my heart bled when Madith started crying.. It didn’t help at all when my mom, Liana and Rose started crying as well.. I couldn’t stand to see them sad and trying to put on a brave face for Madith.. I had to go out of the room and talk to the other relatives to tell the clowns about the situation. I was also able to talk to Albert (Madith’s husband) about this and I saw him go to the other room and yes he cried as well…
It was a tough day for everyone… But last Sunday was a day filled with so much LOVE. I don’t know why things like this happen.. I don’t know…
A friend once told me that our lives -> full of pain and suffering and I should be ready for this most especially I’m still young.. And ohh not to forget that life is beautifully unfair… or is this sugarcoating the phrase “Life’s a bitch”?
I don’t know… I just don’t know… but I want to know…